I'm sorry.

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Hello everyone, it's AroojBasit here.

I'm writing this journal entry to apologize. apologize for the FanShow story writing contest.
My life. *Sighs* what can I say.. It's been turned up-side-down. Everything good is bad and bad is good.

It's really confusing so let me start from the beginning.

It was January, just another month for me on Deviantart. I was writing stories, drawing, replying to all my friends and even people I don't know when I got a note.
I thought one of my friends had sent me that note so I checked, but it was from someone I didn't know appreciating my writing. I got extremely excited and happy, and of-course immediately replied back.
Soon we started talking, first on Deviantart, then on facebook and then on Skype.
We talked for hours on end, enjoying our time, having fun and just.. chatting.

I didn't notice at first... but one day I had to go out I couldn't skype with her. I thought about her all the way to my grandma's place, listening to music when a song made me realize.. I had feelings for her.
I went to my grandma's and skyped with her there as well before coming back home.

One day we were chatting away as always when we got on a topic about romance. I don't remember exactly how it happened but... I just remember when we told each other we might have a crush on each other.
and on 14th February. I got a girlfriend.

I've spent these months with her, trying to get out of depression and she has supported me more then my parents ever would. And honestly, I think I've helped her a lot too.

We want t meet eachother, it's only human to want that.. and we plan to next year. But.. We've found a way to meet eachother before that. hopefully next month.

"But that's great news! why are you sad and distressed!?"

Well... to do that at such a short notice, to be blunt, we need money. Money for the plane ticket, to stay for 2 month and to go back...
And we had so much hope that we can do it but honestly since a few days... I've completely lost hope.. So much so that I'm scared I'll be stuck here alone forever in this.. 'terrorist country'.
Scared, trapped, never meeting the one who honestly cares about me and for whom I'm willing to do anything for, I don't know what to do and I'm terrified..
I know it sounds stupid.. but honestly if you see us working together you'll be surprised. She actually accepts me and my weirdness and perverted jokes, as I accept every part of her.

So.. We are going to try to make some money. Yes, we are going to open donation pools and art commissions soon. I hope you under stand and if you can... please help us on our journey.

Donation pool: www.gofundme.com/uk27u8

Art Commission: fav.me/d8stuwp
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lustrousoul's avatar
i am so happy for you.
like, you don't even know. ;u;
unfortunately, due to not having any stupid money, i can't donate.
but i can donate my help and support to you by spreading the word if that's enough.
i really hope you get enough to go, because you guys deserve to see each other.

TRUE LOVE :heart::heart::heart: